Friday, April 13, 2012

My Madonna with text


Which comes first: Illustration or text? Normally I would do the lettering for a project and then add the illumination, but to achieve the faux stained glass appearance, the background painting needs to be done first. Adding the lettering to My Madonna was another learning experience.

It is difficult for one who never relied on thumbnails and drafts before making marks, I know the next panel will be more thought out. Not only where to insert text, but also measuring the general layout especially for the illumination 'windows'.

I've learned to paint in the areas for the text first and then proceed to add the lettering. If I make any spelling or placement errors, the time spent painting the background is minimal. It would be easy to say, "Discard! Begin again." 

Within My Madonna are many decisions based on the image and the story that goes with it. Now that she is more than 85% completed, there are parts that I can kick myself for not thinking about sooner. Leaving space for bumping up the black outlines to give the impression of the lead casements that hold the stained glass is a major regret."Next time" is a forgiving thought.



Wednesday, April 11, 2012

My Madonna

Painting of panel completed. Ready for lettering
If My Madonna looks a bit tilted, it is because this photo was taken with the panel on a slanted drafting table. She's resting comfortably waiting for me to letter the text. Unlike other projects, I am nearly paralyzed by the thought of taking pen to panel. What if I make a spelling or spacing error? There are no corrections on crinoline. I shall let her lie in peace on the table while I work up the courage.


Over the years of making art I've found it important to respect the media. The Book of Mary is a challenge with the choice of using crinoline. It is an open weave starched fabric that reacts quite differently to paint than paper or canvas. I've experimented with watercolors, gouache, and acrylics, but encountered major problems. Too much water in the paint will dissolve the starch and stretch the fabric. Too little water makes the paint too thick to spread evenly. Finding the right ratio of water to paint is like preparing a batch of pancakes. There is a very fine line between crepes and cakes.


I nearly gave up the notion of doing faux stained glass panels, but remembered I had a set of  Faber-Castell Aquarell Pigment Sticks that were a gift from Brenda, a very dear friend. The set consists of thirty sticks with a broad range of colors. With just a swipe of a lightly water-filled brush, it was easier to get within that fine water to paint ratio.


Oh, there are still issues. There are places where the fabric buckled and bowed after the paint dried due to the broad weave of the fabric. Ironing the fabric is not an option even between a cloth barrier. The starch melts at the slightest heat. Repeatedly I was reminded this fabric was not meant to be painted. But every time I was ready to give up, my motto "Even if it can't be done, do it anyway" nudged me on with the reminder to respect the media.


The choice of using an earth/skin-tone palette for My Madonna is rooted in my personal belief Mary represents the Great Mother. Queen of All. Mother of God: the God that always was and always will be. Yet she bows her head showing humility as a servant so those who require her attentions may feel welcomed to do so.


Though born a Catholic, organized religion is not something I subscribe to. However, I adore the Catholic Mary. So many prayers, hymns, devotions, paintings, murals, sculptures... over the span of two centuries. She is the Mary of my childhood who brought comfort whenever I called upon her. She got me through many nights when seriously ill. And there have been times when I was sure my prayers to her saved planes I was on from crashing.  She helped me land jobs and find funds when I desperately needed them. She is an ever-present companion.


Prior to this project my process was improvisational. Cut a length of canvas and cover it with color! Dance while flinging paint. Spend hours layering paint upon paint. And when that was done, let the pen-in-hand go to the canvas with words and words and more words. No mockettes. No rough drafts. Just pure, unadulterated improvising. Not so with the BoM. Every mark is made with thoughtful consideration. There are layouts and roughs before going to the crinoline. Colors are chosen with care not only should the colors "go-together", but that the colors provide another layer of meaning.


Time to gather courage to get back to the mission of laying the text. Maybe praying to her will help.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Madonna di sotto gli Organi and My Madonna

Madonna di sotto gli Organi, XIII secolo, Pisa, Duoma
I've been collecting images of the Madonna for The Book of Mary to use as models for the stained glass panels.  Louise sent me this image of a 13th C icon known as "the Madonna under the organ" (so named because of where it was placed in the cathedral). Her story is quite an interesting one. It is believed a returning Crusader brought her to Italy. She was an object of devotion so revered that for centuries no one was allowed to look at her. She was covered by seven veils for centuries. There are stories about those who may have tried to peek under the veils and those who took charge to rescue her during times of fire and war. Presently she is displayed unveiled at the Duomo in Pisa, but she remains an object of devotion. With such a history, she became my first model.  http://members.virtualtourist.com/m/p/m/1eeee9/


Within 24 hours of beginning to work on a panel in the fashion of stained glass, I can say I learned a lot. The First Epiphany was remembering I prefer making letters more than drawing images. The Second Epiphany is understanding how my Mary should be portrayed and the third was realizing for some unknown reason as the moment, My Madonna will be without child.

It was quite daunting to recreate the Organi Madonna. For very practical reasons the artwork is first laid out on drawing paper. Once the under drawing is done, a length of crinoline can be placed on top to transfer the image. 



Using a large sheet of white drawing paper (cut from a roll), #5H pencil, erasers (yes, plural) and the image, I struggled nearly an hour with drawing and erasing before giving up. Considered using a projector to trace the Duomo's image, but abandoned that notion after realizing there is no convenient wall in this house to project a large image. Whether it's a bookcase, king size bed, or cabinet, moving heavy furniture was not an option. It was easier to go back to the board and do the best I could.

Into about hour 7 I realized that a 5H pencil was not right for this job. Calligraphers keep 5H pencils sharpened to a pointy point around for lining papers with a very light line that won't smudge and are easier to erase when the lettering is completed. But sketching with one made the lines difficult to erase and the sharpened pencil point scored lines into the paper making it harder to erase.  Bespeckled with eraser crumbs and an inch of them on the floor, the frustration level was Code Red.


Knowing how one uses the muse was very helpful. I shut down the studio and washed the dishes. While contemplating the bubbles, the First Epiphany was revealed. Going back to the board, things didn't really look that bad and this is when the Second Epiphany stuck. Spent two hours reworking the Organi Madonna into My Madonna. My Madonna will not have a face. She will remain veiled.

 

It's been a long time since I've been so excited about making art to want to get up to work in the studio during the wee hours of the morning. It's been a long time since I've watched the sunrise from my studio. It's been a long time since I've been in the ever-so-coveted Zone. The Third Epiphany came as bright as the sunrise. My Madonna and future Madonnas will be depicted without The Child. I can't be sure whether it is because I simply can't draw or something more meaningful to be revealed as I work on this project.

It's important to note it's OK if a panel doesn't work. Calling it a mockette removes the stress. Each concept and technique will be a learning experience. I'll proceed with each step, try the things that come to mind, and forgive what doesn't work. After all, it really is all about the process.








My Madonna Drawing ready to be transferred to crinoline